Who remembers this post? If not, you may want to familiarise yourselves with it…Go ahead, I’ll wait ;)
I remember how devastated I felt at the time I wrote it. How horrible it felt that someone who I had devoted more than twenty years to and loved so much could treat me so badly.
I think of Miss B often and feel a profound sadness. I miss her very much. I have even occasionally sent a sneaky Facebook message to her boyfriend just to check she is OK.
You may be wondering why I am posting after such a long time and why I am mentioning Miss B and a post that I wrote almost three years ago…
Well about an hour ago I received a friend request from her on Facebook. My instinct was to accept it immediately… like I said, I have missed her so much and I never wanted to stop being her friend in the first place. We went through so much together, but something made me stop. I just couldn’t click accept.
She dumped me in a very public and extremely unfair way and I know it’s not very grown up of me but I am not sure I can forgive and forget. I actually found myself reading the old post just to remind myself how horrible she made me feel.
I think the point of this post is to update you all as I had some really lovely messages as a result of the original post and this is kind of an update on that but also as I really don’t know what to do.
At this point I think it might be wise to sleep on it.
I hope you are all well.