Today has been rubbish! My get up and go has got up and gone! I should have run today but I have absolutely no motivation whatsoever 
I just don’t know where it’s gone. I have let myself down because I gave in and didn’t run. Now it’s too late to go out and I am pissed with myself for not pushing myself to do it. Today has been the first day that I have felt like this and it has taken me by surprise
AND to top it all off, I stubbed my toe so hard on the dryer that it made me cry. Crap! The universe works quick nowadays! It serves me right, if I had been out running that probably wouldn’t have happened. I have to admit that although it hurt REALLY bad, I didn’t cry for long…because Steve came running in to the kitchen gave me hug and when I didn’t stop crying, threatened to cupcake me!! (and I don’t mean the iced variety either). This then made me giggle through my tears 
but my toe is still throbbing even 3 hours later.
Well tomorrow is another day and because I should have run today, it should be a rest day but I AM going out to run tomorrow. I want to do this so much and despite today’s lack of motivation, I am still really looking forward to my beginners course next week Please tell me that feeling like this occasionally is normal…
Jules
Edit – It is now 3am and although the toe does not appear bruised or swollen, it hurts…really badly…I am sitting with my toe on a bag of frozen peas as we speak
